Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Epithets on Stars

I never worried even if I was not able to catch for the best stars. For as long as long as I know, i made several jumps- several high jumps. Yes, I never worried. Anyway, there's still the moon.
I couldn't imagine myself more than two months ago- those past two months which have been the busiest months I kn0w. I rarely saw the classroom, my classmates and friends. I rarely talked to them, and if there was ever a chance, it was in "a blink of an eye." And the worst is that, I still worked in the night and got no time to study my lessons. Well I guess, it was a great sacrifice.
Honestly, I haven't learned so much this time. There were things I really wasn't able to grasp. A computer? A computer is not perfect, either. Just like my performances in TLE, it's hard and shameful to tell I might get lower grades this time- I enter the computer room once in a blue moon, oblivious of the activities, assignments, drafts and blog posts. These are realities. Even in my periodical test, my reviews were on rush. All of these made large gaps between "before and after."
Yes, I may not be able to catch for the best stars. But the moon is still there. Yet, I will continue to shoot for the star which would be willing to shine for me forever. Why should I worry, when in fact, there's always a "next time?" It only entails that sometimes, we need to exert more efforts. But one thing's for sure- I deserve the best!